ahhh. There's a lot of things going through my mind right now. Well, I don't think I'll personally say them all out, so since I can't let things out through my mouth, my fingers shall do the job for me instead.


Exams are around the corner, in fact in a few days time. I don't want to have a mini countdown or calendar that reminds me that I've only a few days left mainly because I think that'll just create more unnecessary stress. Furthermore, as hui puts it, slack cells > brain cells = memory deficit. Yea it might sound funny and catchy but hey this is serious dude. This 'theory' applies to me. I'm a natural born talent in slacking and nobody can do a better job than me. Coupled together with the fact that my maths and english language aren't very good, oh boy I'm walking a path which may lead me to death in A levels.


Now that's not all. Expectations, both friends and family. Let's start with friends. They continuously praise you on how well you can manage subjects that you are good in. They tend to ask questions such as how did you become such a pro in these subjects. Basically that contributed to pressure to do well in exams because they looked up to you. Family. I believe every student would face this pressure so no much elaboration needed. It's almost the same type of pressure from parents and siblings like everyone else.


Now not only pressure from friends and family. There are other reasons as well. Well, might sound stupid to you, or maybe you would disagree with me. Whatever really. Different people hold different views about the same issue, though they do have similarities.


Nah you know it. You know I know and I know you know. You know what I meant, I know what you meant. You know I know what you meant, while I know you know what I meant, but hopefully they don't know. Even when things are at this stage, even when things are almost near crystal clear, I'm curious why things are still that difficult to handle.